Everything seem has fall into the correct place. Usually I do oncall with a partner, so a friend suggested me that I just apply the leave, trying my luck. After all, we usually doing calls alone, so why not let my partner do it alone *well she did whine a lot when knowing I wanted to apply leave lols*
But no one siege a war without having a back up plan.
So I did tried to find my replacement.
Surprisingly, a colleague of mine just easily accepted my request to swap calls. The more touching part, he still agreed to do it, eventhough after I double checked, he need to do each other day (EOD) oncalls. Like you oncall yesterday, post call today, then to oncall again today.
My God!! It felt so unreal that I thought maybe there’s something fishy going on.
Ok I am feeling suspicious easily because
I get lied a lot when I was a little boy I am a careful person
Everything was fine. I was enjoying my off days.
Until, I got a whatsapp from my posting captain saying that my replacement can’t replace me because he needs to go to periphery.
WHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?? PURKEEEEE???? LEEIIIHHHHHHHHHHHHHH????
So there’s I was, in the bad mood. When I thought I could take my time, suddenly I need to drive all the way from KL to Ipoh.
But then, as usual, I believe everything happens for a reason.
As Allah said,
It could be that you dislike something, when it is good for you; and it could be that you like something when it is bad for you. Allah knows, and you do not know. – al Quran 2:216
And today while I pre-read the acute bed BHT, on my way back, suddenly a patient called requesting for pain-killer. I read up his files, then noted his was diagnosed as lung carcinoma. The ironic part was he get so moody that he claims whichever hospital he goes, there was not much has been done to him. And he even complaint the service was so slow.
I was this close *putting the thumb and index finger close together* to get mad but then, I realized what’s the point right? Maybe, he doesn’t know…..
But then if only he knew how terrible I felt right now. How I wanted to take day off but can’t. How I need to drive in the rain in the dark. OK I don’t know how to make things sounds more pitiful lols.
But then, no one really care what others felt, right?
However, I felt quite happy when a patient next to his bed said to him, “ala uncle, it could be that they (doctors and nurses) were busy. There are a lot of people after all”
Oh I love you Mister! If I need to take your coming morning blood tomorrow, I will make sure it would be as painless and as comfortable as it can to you.
Anyway, please pray for me that all is well. Robunna yusahili.
p/s: I am sooo going to take another day off. Can you believe after working for two months, I only use 1 of 8 days leaves that was provided??
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