It is Tuesday. And that means, I’m not attending my lectures. Precious lectures, some might say. Attending lectures is compulsory, but look like most of the times nothing happens to those who don’t attend. Still, precaution must be done. I’m thinking lots of excuses now.
It is getting really cold now till it make me wish I could bring my saratoga [saa-ra-toe-ga] – a thick blanket, everywhere. And so to say, winter = dark, depression, sensitive, mourn, sad.
If you ask me, I just don’t feel it, to attend the lectures. Still, actually there is a few major things and minor things that just happened that making me do not have the the desire to attend.
I have a pharmacology practical lab lesson today, which means we have to send my practical book, with all the questions answered. It is only for my group only. I don’t why other groups do not have to send it but anyhow, I don’t felt frustrated or hatred . I just… cool.
The thing is, I just totally forget about it. Also forget to bring the the practical book. And adding to other factor, I felt quite sleepy.
So, that is to say:
Going to lectures –> sleepy, might induce sleeping in the lecture rooms. Just the same if I come or not, and they might teasing me. And also, I can’t send my practical book, which through previous experience resulting me to tiring myself on the next day, finding the lecturer in-charge to give the book.
Not going –> might have to face the consequence with the core person. But still, it is unlikely to happen, I hope. The good thing, I can finish doing my practical book, and having a lot time to study other subjects.
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I’ve become really sensitive right now. Every words matters to me. If only I can nag to everybody. I like winter, but I just have to face the side effects.
Argh… I’m depress.. Counselors, please help me… 
Filed under: Opinion and Musings
meor. ponteng!!!
About being teased: ignore them, and treat them nicely je. I wish there was another alternative, but there isn’t, and this is the best thing to do, ko pun tau. Approach the fringes first, yang don’t seem to really mean it tapi cuma mengejek pasal ikut orang lain. Yang dalang2 tu biarkan dulu (these people always work like this: in groups, one or two dalang, the other parrots).
Tah pape je seh diorang ni, you guys are university students for cyring out loud – people at this age mobilise rights group, help the needy, think of the world, and these guys masih terperap in their own small world, finding petty amusement from making fun of people.
Tah pape je =.=
I’m not judging them, but really, this is ridiculous behaviour, almost immature (I wouldn’t say completelely immature – only the more matured mind can derive pleasure from hurting others, see). So, Meor, jgn layan je. Take it as it is, make it in itself a joke. Apa lagi nak buat, betol tak? Either this, or to run, and running is never a good idea.
@khairil: nak jadi bad boy gak.. hehe
@atif: yeah. They always be like that. There are no bad guys (dalam erti kata bad guys yang selalu menyusahkan orang lain, a bully) dlm our course. And now that’s one of the thing that I like. Actually it is nothing big. I’m fine with that. But I just feeling bored they kept repeating the same thing.
Actually, tu la yg kitaorg selalu buat. Somebody having a funny/shameful accident, then together we all kutuk-mengutuk. Hahaha…
Sebenarnye ntah kenapa aku rase depress yesterday. Tp dh ok dh skrg. Now I’m back to tease them back… Muahahaha….
anda telah di-tag. http://fadhli-imran.blogspot.com
ohmy…