Death and Afterlife

Short talk
I think restraining myself writing once a week is just so-not productive. Actually my hand feel itchy and I’m afraid that my hand muscle will degenerates.

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.::Death::.
I had a weird dream a few couple days ago. I was with my friends on a trip, then suddenly everything goes black. When I’m woke up, I’ve become a ghost just in front our graves. And then, one of my other friend were there, and he is the only one who can see and hear me.

So, he is the only hope for to me for every undone task I need to do (if any) and from him also, I can know the latest news about the human world. And kinda weird because of all people, he is the only one can see me. I think (in my dream) because I subconsciously choose him as my best friends. Ngee~ (ngade-ngade)

The thing is, I felt quite sad and scary deep inside. Because of what? Because it is the feeling of being ‘forgotten’. Well, if you dies, your family might remember you, but of course it is not everytime. Addition to that, you other friends and relatives might also just deleted yourself from their memory. In my dream, I felt bloody sad. But there is nothing to do. And I also don’t want to burden my friend.

It is really weird seeing your own grave, while seeing others just don’t value you anymore. Well… I don’t know. But still, I became positive minded in my dream, because I can be a peeping Tom.

.::Afterlife::.
I really hate doing business with these Arabs. From overall experience and observation, they just always never give a chance to take advantages of you. Even, for our junior they were charges bloody expensive for the university hostel accommodation. A hell more than USD$150!! That is about Egyptian Pound (LE) 853.5! PER PERSON. As for me who live by ourself, in our rent house, each person only need to pay LE200 only. Damn. Very discriminate.

We (the Malaysian government) sending our student to Egypt because we want to help their economy and they are country with majority Muslims. But in the end, they just sucking our blood.

Lucky that, we all have the hereafter life to go. To put our effort on. (Even I don’t put much either. But I’ll try). So, it is true that this world punishment is never enough.But in hereafter, it’s payback day.

Well, I think I just pay whatever illogical payment they ask. If there were lying, so be it. Might even say, ‘Are you telling the truth? If not, you will go to Hell!!’. Gather lots of sin today, suffer tomorrow!! Muahahaha.. (like I’m damn good person )