Closing

It has been more than one year I’ve start blogging. Suddenly, today I want to revisiting my motive of doing this. Maybe wanting to make a decision now.
Actually, the thing that I interested with blogging is that I can write whatever I want, mostly something to do with myself. That also the “trend” at that time.

It is almost the same with diary, but the difference is, I can be totally anonymous without worried that my diary founded by someone.

Other that that, I can give updates to my friends, who longing to know what I’ve been doing. (if there is la).

But, the most important is, this is the place where i want to speak out my true inner feeling. Because isn’t weird for a man to speak out his feeling to other people? This is the place where I can say bad things about others, spilling anythings that make me mad, and making myself as “I am always right”. But it is difficult by having real person to read this and at the end, will see them.

Sometimes, the best way to reduce the tension is to spill it out. But, from my experience it weird when for example, I say, “I hate B, B always do this and that. I wish B gone for good!”. But at the end, I kept going with B while others know better that I hate B.

I don’t want too much audience, but at the same time, I do want popularity . Maybe closing this one, setting up another which is anonymous. Anyhow, it is good to make people “have-the-urge-to-know-but-can’t-do-anything”.

Right now, I think blogging already waste a lot of my time. So I’ve been thinking of closing it down. Or for the sake for my audience, maybe just posting a light post. Well, we’ll see in the near future.

update: i intended to improve my English, as I planned to further my study in English speaking countries. But it seems that I’ve gone to Arabic speaking country… Should I write in Arabic??